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*Precious Thoughts*  Dear Livejournal, I'm sorry you had to find out like this, but I have been seeing another website. It's Facebook. It's controling my life and taking up all of my time and attention, and you deserve better than how I have been treating and neglecting you lately. I'd still love for us to work out, but I don't see how we could, Facebook just makes me so much happier. I'm sorry that was harsh, but it's the truth, I even changed my homepage from you to Facebook.... I hope I can still post once in awhile, I'd really like that, but for now I think we should keep it like that instead of the everyday, sometimes up to 3 times a day like for these past few years. I will never forget you LJ, -Andrea <3 To the left (♥Kisses) It's such a shame, but I'm leavin' Can't take the way you mistreated me And it's crazy, but oh, baby It don't matter, whatever, don't phase me Uh, uh, uh I don't believe you wanna leave like this I don't believe I just had my last real kiss I do believe we'll laugh and reminisce Wait a minute, don't bounce, baby, let's talk about this, man Well, I'm bouncin' and I'm out, son I gotta leave you alone 'Cause I'm good holdin' down my spot And I'm good reppin' the girls on the block And I'm good, I got this thing on lock So without me you'll be fine, right All my pride is all I have (Pride is what you had, baby girl, I'm what you have) You'll be needin' me, but too bad (Be easy, don't make decisions when you mad) The path you chose to run alone (I know you're independent, you can make it on your own) Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah (But time is of the essence, why spend it alone, huh) The nights I waited up for you (Oh, boy) Promises you made about comin' through So much time you wasted That's why I had to replace you Uh, uh, uh It makes a cat nervous, the thought of settlin' down Especially me, I was creepin' all over town I thought my tender touch could lock you down I knew I had you, as cocky as it sounds The way you used to giggle before i put it down It's better when you angry, come here, I'll prove it now, come here Stop playin, you gamin' I gotta leave you alone 'Cause I'm good holdin' down my spot (Stop actin' like that) And I'm good reppin' the girls on the block (Now you know you need to stop) And I'm good, I got this thing on lock So without me you'll be fine, right (Here we go) All my pride is all I have (Pride is what you had, baby girl, I'm what you have) You'll be needin' me, but too bad (Be easy, don't make decisions when you mad) The path you chose to run alone (I know you're independent, you can make it on your own) Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah (But time is of the essence, why spend it alone, huh) People make mistakes to make up, to break To wake up cold and lonely, chill, baby, you know me You love me, I'm like your homey Instead of beef you come hold me I promise I'm not a phony Don't bounce, baby, console me, come here Ain't nothin' you can say to me that can change my mind I gotta let you go now And nothin' will ever be the same, so just be on your way Go 'head and do your thing now And there's no more to explain to me, you no I know your game and I'm feelin' what you do So I'm bouncin' and I'm out, son I gotta leave you alone, yeah, yeah All my pride is all I have (Pride is what you had, baby girl, I'm what you have) You'll be needin' me, but too bad (Be easy, don't make decisions when you mad) The path you chose to run alone (I know you're independent, you can make it on your own) Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah (But time is of the essence, why spend it alone, huh) All my pride is all I have (Pride is what you had, baby girl, I'm what you have) You'll be needin' me, but too bad (Be easy, don't make decisions when you mad) The path you chose to run alone (I know you're independent, you can make it on your own) Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah (But time is of the essence, why spend it alone, huh) I promise you You know what I'm sayin' (♥Kisses) I have alot going on in my mind right now. It seems as if every aspect of my life is all confused and filled with problems and other options and my head just cannot figure this all out right now. I don't know what is the rigth choice for me anymore and everytime I make a decision, it seems as if it's the wrong one and I have to re-evaluate everything all over again. Last night I did not sleep. I have so much running through my head and it just wont stop or even slow down. I don't know what to do about my job, my relationships, my living situation, just everything needs to be fixed but I don't have the solution of how to do it all by myself. I got offered a new job at Siesta Tanning Salon, I make $10 and hour plus free tans. I work Tuesday-Saturday either 9-3, or 3-9. I still work at Sobeys for $7.66 after 2 years there, So I've decided I will stay on Mondays to make the schedual, and the occasional Sundays to do inventory, and also maybe work one other shift a week to make a 12 hour day. I have the option to apply for management and be on a salary, with a pension plan, and medical and dental, working a 40 hr week. I still have no clue if I want to go back to school, or what I want to take at school. I know I'm not right for you and that I'm being very selfish, but I love you and I know you love me. I want to move out on my own extreamly bad. I cannot stand being in this house much longer. In order to move out, I'd need to take the Sobeys job, which means I couldn't go back to school. I need a car but cannot get one until I can get a loan, which I cannot obtain until the end of April, meaning I will have to stay with Sobeys to make it a total of 2 years with the same company. Even if i do move out, I wouldn't be able to until months from now, so that I have enough money saved to buy furnature and other living needs. I might not be able to go onto the world's largest pubcrawl that I signed up for a month ago and already payed for, because I don't know what my hours are at Siesta yet, but if I do still go, it will be after working on Friday until 3, and then having to go back to work at 3 Saturday. Anyways, my wrist hurts now from typing, so I'm going to go get ready and go out for tea and cappachino with Kitty and Melissa. xo* Saturday I had worked and then went to kara's to get my pubcrawl shirt, and then to the mall to pay my phone bill, and then went to steven's. We then went to Boston Pizza with park and heather, and another couple who were friends with heather, and had a few drinks and some food while the boys watched the game. Afterwards Steven and I got ready and then went with a bunch of his guy friends to a party downtown which was a superhero party that got busted by the cops for unknown reasons because it was basically a bunch of people just drinking, playing pong, and watching the game. After that Steven and myself went to meet up with Kara's pubcrawl at the Dome and went to cheers with alyse and melissa and heard this really good band who did alot of covers. Then I had a sleepover at Steven's. Our one year was on new years and it was good, we went to a party of one of his friends and had our champagne and everything, then in the morning (3 o'clock p.m.) we went out to breakfast with park and heather, and thenlater that night steven and myself went to putting edge for mini golf :) Stacey is gone now, we went to her place for a goodbye with all of the hp boys and had a few drinks and i got all of ym clothes back and gave all of hers to her, and then left :( i miss her so much haha im a looooser saturday steven and i are going to a private party with 14 bands playing, so that we can see nick (cuttingcrew/grinningsouls) play finally, so that should be a fun and liquor filled enjoyable nigh! tanyways thats the exciting parts of my new year. xo*Andrea |
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